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Lovepainsmyheart
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NATALIE :D
Born to shop, that's me!
Born on 17July1993
Studied at MCS once, currently at BHSS
Love Marcus Lim Yee Yong the most!<3
Love arcade. What will life be without it?
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she pleaded
New handphone
New pair of shoes
New sling bag
Tour around the world:]
Play with snow!
New laptop
White christmas with Marcus.
Go overseas with friends.
Same JC as him.
L1R5 10-13? For O Levels
New wallet
New pair of flipflop
More new clothings
Car license
Sports car
New camera
Riding on horses
Wish for 10 years to pass faster
To be more open minded
To receive TAY MUANTING'S present by 24July
Get 1 more ear hole on my right ear(Pretty please).

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Wednesday, January 27, 201012:04 AM
ALL OR NOTHING By Westlife

I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's gotta give
A share in this relationship gets older, older

You know I'd fight for you but how could
I fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now
I want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair

Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it , show it
Then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you could see
Those times I don't believe it's right
I know it , know it
Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well
I had the rest of you now
I want the best of you it's time to show and tell

Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
Nowhere inside for me in your life

Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never

Is it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
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It just sucks.
Wednesday, December 16, 20092:18 PM
I do wanna post. But things just came out the other way round. Stupid idiot! I should just freaking stay out of it. Who gives a damn. Hate posting.
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Sunday, November 29, 20094:30 PM
17 November 2009

We'd reached Hong Kong! Pictures at the Hong Kong Airport. Hong Kong is like an air-conditioned room. Temperature was around 15 degree C. COOL!
On our way to hotel - Prudential Hotel. Actually planned to go Langham Hotel, a five star hotel. But, it was costly. Prudential Hotel wasn't bad afterall. It was a long ride from the airport.
Reaching the hotel. Brrrrr......... It was really cold. Though temperature wasn't really low, the wind was strong. Cold enough to make people there wear winter clothings. Took pictures while waiting to go shopping. At the lobby.......
In the hotel room... By the way, Mummy, Natasha and Marcus shared one room, while Nataling, Erica and I shared another room.
While waiting for the MTR to reach.... (Not typo. It's 'MTR' in Hong Kong) Lol! Look at the extra one behind Marcus and I.

We went Jordon and 'Women's Street' for shopping. After shopping, we were carrying so many shopping bags. I bought a pair of sunglasses, a cap, some tops and a pair of shorts. Too many things to carry, so dropped by at the hotel to put things down. Meanwhile, we took some photos again....
We went to the MacDonald before going to the seaside. Have to eat somethings to get ourselves warm, because by night time the temperature was 9 degree C. There's chocolate pie selling in the MacDonald. Not bad - exclaimed Marcus. The Babycinno. Marcus and I bought it for Nataling. She thought it was some kind of coffee. She drank it and asked if that's white coffee. We then realised it was just steamed milk. Lol!

Reached the seaside. The night view was nice! There were also hand prints of famous people on the floor. But, most of them were not moulded nicely, as in not clear. But take a look at Jackie's one. His was clearly moulded, due to his kong fu. Lol.
I was sneezing already. It was really cold. And I brought and bought shorts. Oh, my legs gonna suffer!!!! But, I love Hong Kong no matter what. Hehe. It was fun, especially with Marcus!!!
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Tuesday, November 24, 20093:15 PM
16 November 2009

We spent one night at the Value Hotel. Though the prices are cheap, but the hotel room is clean after all. It's worth the price(: Nataling and I spent the midnight taking pictures and singing songs till 2 am. We were supposed to wake up at 5 am! I managed to wake up somehow. The next morning, 8 am flight, OFF WE GO TO HONG KONG!!:D
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Stupid ppl with no life
Tuesday, August 11, 20098:42 PM
Damm pissed off by stupid people. Early morning happy happy come scold us.Come on dun you have a life of your own why bother about what other people do. If you cannot take it go die luh!complain complain is all you know. stupid or what, dumb retarded asshole got brain or not. why other ppl wont get distracted and you will go chop off your eye and ear and brain luh if you cant do it. Call yoursefl a man hahah i guess you are not you stupid ,gay ,sissy think your joke very funny ah all so LAME get the meaning of LAME i bet you wont so dumb. You this piece of shit.
Second the teacher also waa piang eh. Call yourself a teacher, omg my mum can do better. Take so much course and this is what you learn go take somemore luh i think is not enough for a person like you. Unreasonable listen to one side of the story only dunno how find out facts or evidence how can you listen to a shit. Get it?shit also mean is a dung where people can STEP even though can be fertilizer but then uh from this two ppl i think plants die. Money big uh everybody have depends more or less mah. look what look dig ur eyes uh. Never go for ettique class uh i stand so properly say i not. eyes piak stamp isit or you blind. retared teacher OPEN YOUR FREAKING EYES or isit too small that you are a blind mice only listening to one side of story. Didnt you learn anything when you are small or you didnt even have a chilhood dunno how to differentiate right and wrong. shitty auntie smelly dumb idiot.Since you got so much $ why not stay at home polluting the air only plus mc mc waa you think what your school meh can come and go anytime you want.
WTH gives you the right to say us supid annoying auntie, talk so much voice like ugly duckling didnt even show me any respect and you espect some from me now i tell you WAIT LONG LONG i also wont give you.UNREASONALBLE idiot.(copyrighted).This kind of ppl live on earth is wasting the earth resources uh.Idiot. Might as well disappear. The resources you wasted can dnno help how many ppl in Africa.Fools go and die!.Drink water choke to death,bathing raining flood till disappear.cross road get bang. lack of oxgen when you breath.sleep also wont veer wake up. read until yours eyes drop uh usless go get paralysed. talk also get choked.climb mountain mountain drop walk also fall down uh.watch tv or do anything get stroke uh.This kind of teacher and schoolmate.How i wiah you both dun exisit only pissing me off and accusing dumb idiot.(copyrighted)Spoiling my school life you think is so great just watch think you very cool uh talk talk talk also only complain behind ppl back why dare not tell me straight scared uh usless piece of dung. Complain king go get ur life of your own and please go for more couses luh learn more and open yours EYES more or you got no more colours in your life pa jio one uh. Dun come and bother if you dunno anything or if you are a loner dumbos!Spolier only idiot freaking annoying ppl.(580 words)
By Marcus
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Frustrated!
7:37 PM
What the hell is going on on Earth? Early in the morning, very first day of the week, and I had a complaint about me. It's like what the hell-.- Somemore is about a complaint that wasn't even true. Freaking hell not true. Distraction in class huh. Like, we didn't even talk during lessons time, no or little voice come out from me, and it's very seldom. So what's the problem with you? When there are so many people around talking louder than I do! And, please for goodness sake, I was mouthing what I wanna say. Mouthing! No sound, no distraction.

If that's what you mean by distractions, I have a lot more distractions than you have. Sudden ringing of mobile phone in class, answering the call in the midst of the lesson, reading storybook, reading newspaper, reading magazine when we are having lesson, talking to yourself and making lots of noise. Who is the one who distracts people?

And for god sake, don't complain about something for which you didn't see. You see us hugging huh? Like wth. Whoever hugs in front of you, I don't care. But not me definitely! Excuse me, just for you info, you will have to pay for seeing that too. I mean, I didn't! Don't accuse me of something for which I didn't do. How can we hug? In the middle of lessons? Oh please. Use some sense. Not even during recess, when you're always coming back late, and all the other people are in class already. Oh please.

If complain is what you enjoy doing most, I can complain too. But I didn't. People, imagine this. There was a couple on a bridge, the bridge that is leading us the Thomas Medical Center. The man was carrying a baby in his hands, and think about this. A boy, 15 years old, holding on to a glass bottle. He threw the glass bottle on the floor for no reasons. Pieces of glass shattered everywhere. What if it injured the man, the woman, or even the baby? Can't you think of the consequences? I didn't complain you for that, and excuse me, that's littering also. You just happily walked away, leaving the glass behind. How dare you laughed out loud somemore.

People who are put to jail are due to the crimes they have commited, with sufficient EVIDENCES! E.V.I.D.E.N.C.E.S. That's something that this case doesn't have. I understand, since there are complaints, actions must be taken. But, there was no actions to testify if what other people said were truth! I mean, Singapore has a freedom of speech. But, please take responsibility of what you've said. No actions taken. Forget it. People complained, so be it. Teachers believe it, so be it. Teacher accusing, so be it. We didn't have a chance to speak up, did we? NO! Who will listen, who will believe? No one. Teachers always put it across their mouths nicely 'You can always come to us whenever you have a problem.' BUT, they are the one who are biased against you, and thinks that they are right. Sometimes, they may be right. But who can you trust? They may call up your parents the next minute whenever you confront them with some secrets. When some people complain, the ones whom they disliked or are biased against are the ones who are wrong.

Biasness, that's it. That's the thing that teachers always have. People can write 友情 in their graduation essays. But why mine can't? Even primary school kids also know that 友情 and 爱情 are two separate things. So why cancel? For what reasons can you cancel? Even Allyn also thinks it's weird. 友情 is perfectly fine huh, isn't it? People who are in relationship and still studying, especially taking O Levels are always in the wrong. No matter what happens, it's always us.

Life sucks, the school sucks, and the teachers suck. I mean, what is the purpose for coming to school, when the teachers have something against you? Just, life sucks sitting behind, with the people around you, who are basically have something against you, AGAIN AGAINST YOU. Throwing coins on my table, that isn't any respect, excuse me! I'm not a begger too. Wth. I've had enough. I'll prove it to you, all of you! People who are in a relationship can do as well as those who aren't. We aren't neglecting our studies huh. I didn't fail any of you tests huh. Prelims, that's how we will prove! We will prove to you.

Well, if you think that this is cyber bullying, complain it then, since typical Singaporeans like to complain so much. Everyone just need an outlet for their pent up emotions, especially when there isn't anyone whom you can talk to. Just sick and tired of complaining, though I know that's what I'm doing right now. Since my classmates are doing it, why can't I? And, I'm complaining about something that is true, not fake. There's evidences, there's witnesses. So? Talk about my post then, if you thinks there's anything not appropriate. Get me a counsellor then, if you think there's something wrong with me. So what if the teachers read my blog? Tell them, tell the whole world, how unpleasant I am with this world, with this school, with these teachers. Just, there isn't anyone to talk to. Talk to me then, straight in face, if you are unhappy with my post. I'm boiling inside, the temperature is the same as blast furnace! For getting accused at something which I didn't do.

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K box!
Friday, August 7, 20097:49 PM
Firstly, thanks Michell, Agnes and Ingrid for the lovely present below. Thanks lot!(: K box-ing with Marcus today after the Chemistry test. Got scammed a couple of times!! Firstly, it was the delay of Chemistry test. Secondly, the time of movie for 'Where got ghost'. It says 1400 on newspaper or net, I don't know which. But after queueing up for around 15 minutes, the woman told us that it was 2 am. We were like, what the hell-.- Then, went walking around Marina Square and buffet-ing at Sakae Sushi. I ate till bloated.

Went to book a room at K box. It has been a long time ever since I went K box. The last time was around last year? With Jiaru and Muanting. Well, we only had around 2 hours to sing. Sorry for wasting your money then. They said $13++, which turns out to be each person 20 plus bucks. Sorry. It was fun though, thanks. It was an unforgettable one.

The song we sang today, which I thinks is saying out what I feel inside. It was an old song after all.
Baby 对不起 by Coco Lee.

听到我的电话 响了一声就暂停

会不会是你 我总怀疑

因为这原因 心情不稳定

我们之间的问题 是我不相信你

敏感又多心 怕你变了心

因为爱你 害怕失去你

爱的天气 总是阴晴不定

爱的情绪 也在欢笑中哭泣 (Baby)

想对你说声对不起 用错了方式去爱你

因为我太在意 (如果没有你)

我的世界只剩回忆

每天只面对孤寂

已来不及 再说我爱你

自从那天分手後 停不住泪滴

想念一个人 能忘记自己

让我爱你 什麽都愿意

爱的天气 总是阴晴不定

爱的情绪 也在欢笑中哭泣

Baby (Baby)想对你说声对不起

用错了方式去爱你

因为我太在意 (如果没有你)

我的世界只剩回忆

每天只面对孤寂

已来不及 再说我爱你

(Baby)想对你说声对不起

用错了方式去爱你

因为我太在意 (如果没有你)

我的世界只剩回忆

每天只面对孤寂

已来不及 再说我爱你

如果能再遇见你 把你抱紧

从此不分离 绝不放弃

我要告诉你

Baby I'm sorry



It turned out the other way after all. Be oblivious to the surroundings. I want to become 回忆.
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